Life after....

they always say “亲情剪不断，患难见真情”....i felt it....felt it the few days time.....
thanks to uncles,aunts,cousins and frens who supported me n my family.....financially n mentally....
the way my mum's brothers treated my mum....it shows to me that it's full of love in this world....
i guess.....we would still make it through dis 3 years.....for 3years we bare...mum n sis......
i'll let u two have a nice living aftertat...no more worries....just happiness..... =)

永远把您牢记在心里.....

今早，是我正面看着爸爸遗体的最后一幕。
看着爸那安详的面孔，眼泪再次直流而下，我压抑不住自己那悲痛和吃惊的心情，回想起爸生前那么健康快活，实在让人想不到会发生这样的事情。
但是为了让爸能安息，只好抹干眼泪，坚强地陪着快要崩溃的妈，好让她能平定她的情绪。
当妈看见爸的“馆”关上时，她好像快要发疯了。眼看着妈的样子，我也无法压抑自己的情绪，痛哭了起来。

火葬时，妈不停地叫着爸的名字。妈的执着，让我们都再度哭了起来。但是在那一刻，我知道爸...已真正地离开了我们....爸安详离去的那一幕，我会永远牢记在心里。

永别了～爸......

为何那么突然？为何一个警告也没有？
收到这个消息时，我整个人都崩溃了......
我实在不相信我说听到的消息...
为何一个一个晚上之前还跟我通电话的爸就这样离开了我们.....为什么？？？

回到家看到爸时，我控制不住自己，眼泪不停地流着...........
回家路上的疑问就在那一刻消失.....
因为我没有骨气再问下去....

那可靠的肩膀...
那灿烂的笑容...
许许多多爸爸的影子就这样离去.....
为何一个健康的爸就这样离开了我们....

抱着妈时，眼泪不停地流着....心想以后就剩下妈，姐和我了....
越想越心疼....

一个快乐的节日，一个即将迎接新年的日子...变成了一个我永远也不会忘记的日子....

安息吧爸～～
永别了～

Keep On Living Don't Stay Back

Whatever have passed just let it be.
We learn from it and we make a better future for ourselves.
There's nothing you could do about your past and whatever you did seconds earlier.
You could just sit there wondering about what happened earlier for a while...just a while not more...
After that,you should face it and move on...move on to create a better future for yourself and look back when you feel u made the same mistakes.
Always remember your mistakes and never repeat it.

LEARN FROM YOUR PAST AND MAKE A BETTER FUTURE FOR YOURSELF!!!

冬至！！

it's 冬至 but i dun get to eat tang yuan!
arghh....the very 1st time in 20years....
one of my favourite food...=C
how i wish i could have it now....having it non stop would be nice oso =D
off to class!!

Nice Blue =D

dis blue thingy cost me a lot =C
pokai liao....ptptn faster bank in for us lo!!!

Total Romance!

Fireworks for??

I was watching movie when something loud caught my attention!!
guess what??
halloween celebration??
a day b4??

this is wat i captured outside my room's window......fireworks jus around UNITEN...i guess it came from a stadium nearby...
i guess....it's for celebrating my car's bumper being knocked down by another stupid car...lol

dream or to de made real?

guess what guys.....haha....i jus woke up from my nap n i had a very wonderful dream..haha....cant stop smiling...
i dreamt that a gal and i were strolling along the beach....meeting tat gal's cousin....getting teased by her...took some photos...sweet enough...lol
later on met wif someone familiar wif....my fren's gf.....getting laughed by her pula.....lol
sweet enough along the way.....until i woke up....cant stop recalling it now...haha...

My new boots!

as you guys and gals can see, this is the pair of new futsal boots i jus bought...haha.....cool??

moodless

sien sien sien!!!!!!things are not going as it should :( my plan ruined......
moodless a!!!!! have to change for plan B liao lo......back as plan :(

It Doesnt Feel Like.....

it doesnt feel like i'm attending my labs n classes for 2weeks.
as u can see when others are doing their C++ exercises.




i'm ebuddying......


so am i facebooking....LOL....
wanna ask why rite??
it's bcos those questions had been done in the pass week......the lecturer was discussing bout it only....n now i'm in my room....why????because my class canceled again n again.....so....what to do now??sleep :D
c u guys later :D

It's time again......

It's time to go back to kl after a 3 days break back to alor star.
It's been a sad n happy return anyway.

1st of all...it's sad bcos most of my frens are leaving for overseas to further their studies.
as u can c...junn's going back to us....shu yi's going to ireland together wif xin yi......wu,jolyn and huai hao r going back to uk so as xiao qing.....n the most sad case....is nic's going to india....i noe he ll miss me a lot :D
good luck to those who r going to further their studies overseas la!!!may the best comes!!

however......we had a nice gathering tat nite afterall....lol
those chit-chattings n those photoshots.....it ll be a memory for all of us :D
for more of the outing.....take a look at nic's blog.....jus like junn said.....we ll never say bye :D
c u guys n gals next year!!!

lastly....it was last nite's 5+1 primary sch's gathering.
wat's 5+1 means???it means 5 gals n a guy la....lol
last nite we whom r from kee chee gathered at old town.
when i reached there it was jus me, a guy....lol
we talked about all those years in kee chee n how r everyone now.....
they changed a lot...as i saw last nite...but joo ann doesnt change a lot la hor..LOL

tats all for dis post.....sadly...we din took any photos last nite!!!grrr....
anyway....wish all of u the best....dun forget me...dis nice fren can d la.......

Time for headache :(

It ll be 4hours left before my calculus test...the headache of the week...
hopefully i can remember everything i studied....n hopefully.......the questions r easy :D
tats all for now......gotta get on wif the revision...ciaoz!!!

It's calculus again!!

it's been a while since i really study for my tests......i guess...maybe it's been 2 years??
i wasted my time during form6 playing games(dota particularly) almost everyday jus like jing now(paise har jing....i jus wan to kek u nia :D)

but since i came here......i mean uniten...hah...i guess life change when u enter a stage rite??
yea....i became serious in my tests n exams.....for some reasons(mainly bcos of my parents...i dun wan to dissapoint them jus like form6)

tats y i'm revising my calculus now for the test tomorrow afternoon.....but i'm stuck at one chapter tat i always not used to.....hope i can hock beside me now so tat he can teach me calculus!!!!stupid limits...lol

anyway.....it's over for tat one.....i guess....hav to concentrate on other chapters instead :D
should get back going now :D
ciaoz!!

You ying's Birthday Party at 4seasons!

the picture tels it all rite???
yea....it's uying bday party at 4seasons of wangsa maju......actually it's the day after her bday la....cos she came on friday whereas her bday is the day b4.....
at least we celebrated wif her rite???i purposely came all the way from uniten of kajang jus to celebrate wif u lo uying!!!should at least thank me hor..haha
since kjing hv to go to kuantan tat midnite,we(khey junn,soon han ,dong yang, huan chen n me)hv to rush from subang to wangsa maju although we reach there at 10pm....afterall we reached rite??
the group from genting klang r kjing,siew suen, you ying, chow chin n cc's gf named hui shan i thk....i duno how to pronouce n spell!!(sorry chow chin i dun mean to)
we met up below kjing's condominium n departure to 4seasons(actually kjing they rent de not their condominium)

dis place so called 4seasons is so cold in the winter area!!the aircond i thk got about 5 to 6 in a small area bah.....damm cold.....n stilll i wore short pants!!gosh!shivering all nite...haha
we ordered some food(delicious but expensive) n we had some chit-chatting.....

do u see the cake above???yea.....meaningful rite the words??haha....you ying would never forget dis year's bday i guess...haha....thanks to soon han la....haha....
long time din c chow chin d rite???heres a photo of him,dong yang n me...
you ying with hoi ting in dis photo....she smile whole nite......maybe she happy kua...haha

kjing wif you ying

these r the full members of the bday party....inside here u could c chow chi's gf d lo....the one standing behind him is his gf liao lo.....very well rite???haha....actually there's a lot of happening tat nite between him n her.....lol.....wanna noe about the story???ask siew suen n khai jing la.....ask siew suen write in her blog!!haha....

Boring Life In Uniten....For 1st Week Only I Think...

when nic can slp on his on bed back at alor star....
i'm sleeping on a bed duno how many years ago...
when others r studying in their respective universities n campuses...
i'm staring on my own class schedule....wondering why when the class is so full but i'm sitting here not attending any....(p.s. the lecturer lazy la^^)
when others were taking their meals at the food courts....
i'm sitting here wondering should i join them or jus take this packet of biscuits as my lunch so that i could eat a much more delicious dinner later...
when everyone have their tranports to campus for attending classses...
i'm wondering when could i get mine...
when my roommate n my classmates went to library for wat reasons i did not know....
i'm sitting in front of my laptop hoping someone could msn me so that i wouldnt b bored...(uniten cant play dota n other online games la)

Hatyai One Day Trip!

today i woke up as early as 4.30am in the morning...take a bath n played a dota game wif han yang xy n kn while waiting for my family to get ready...by 6.10am we depart on a van to thai-malaysia border....

after passing the border,i start to feel sleepy^^...so i slept for a while we r heading to natawi for some prayings....theres nth special during the whole trip until here....水上市场...dis one jiok dui kiat la..u guys cimba neh......unlike bangkok where u sit ona boat n go around buying things n food...here at hatyai....imba lo....all sampans stopped beside the riverbank n sell food.....n while i was taking a stroll along it....guess wat..
imba hor.....doraemon version of coconut drink...hahaha.....hen qiang a...dis doraemon smiling 1....
lastly.....imba hao wif his imba doraemon version coconut drink wif the imba 水上市场behind him...tats all for the trip...we ate our dinner at some place called KANENG if i have not mistaken b4 we made our way home....

ManU Drew 2-2 against Porto

Oh gosh!i purposely abandoned my dota game just to watch MU win dis early morning tat turns out to be a draw....dissapointed...totally dissapointed......when Porto scored the 1st goal....i received a msg from xiu....he scolded y ferguson so like Evans...yea....it's Evans fault tat made Porto scored 1st.....a stupid immature mistake should i say...totally fork out....luckily rooney levelled the score although Porto played well than MU during the 1st half....MU looks totally like sunderland during the match....C.Ronaldo??become invisible man^^.....then when MU finally took the lead through a tricky pass from Rooney to Tevez...wow!!MU's gonna win!!manazai........the lousy defence.....when it's already 90mins....got so many "holes".....speechless when Porto levelled it.....so......wif a dissapointed mood....i went to sleep..haha

do you guys miss me?

i noe u guys miss me!!!nvm..i ll update asap!!bcos i damm tired now...everyday slp at 5^^.....so......c u guys soon^^

The Langkawi Trip!!Yeehaaaaa!!!

yeah yeah finally i wrote one of mine....i ll jus add on anything left behind by nic or others...hahaha..
jus go to nic's blog , siewsuen's blog and others to read bout the trip b4 u guys come here..
but i ll still start from the earliest hours of the day!!the day b4 our trip,kj came to my house....we played some games b4 i slp at 2 or 3 smth i forgot as he continued...when i woke up at 6.20am...he was still gaming!!lol...i quickly take a bath n followed him home so tat his mom could fetch us to find ah eng's ferry...hahah

as we reached kuala kedah jetty,everyone were there except kj n i..haha....everyone looked sleepy still....we get on the ferry n dis is how we looks inside

we waited n waited till our ferry reach langkawi...they saw the eagle icon of langkawi n they said they wanna go there to take some photos...some of us said we could take it b4 we go b the other day...who noes....haha....kena lo....the other day wat oso bo....miss chen you ying was so dissapointed..
well when we were on our car the so called innova.....lets c wats ss's n sy's...hahaha...
the front ones r ss's n the back ones r sy's so called by those mad fellows....ahahahah...sorry if i said smth wrong...

after bout 2 hours and a half turning around the bed of the hotel n waiting for the rain to stop....we went on for island hopping.....the 1st island we reached was pulau dayang bunting....nic said when gals went on swimming in the lake there....they ll get pregnant bcos the lake is full of sperms....hahah...the question you ying asked was so funny....wahahaha...she asked us 谁那么无聊把sperm放进去...LOL!!we laughed till we had stomachache...haha.....you ying...u thk too much??or u still din wake up from the 7.15am ferry?hahahah
afterall we had our dip in the lake n nic's leg nearly got cramp....nic a nic......dun lazy liao la....gym dun go one day stop one week liao la....hahah
c the pic above????dis is wat they called sunbathing??nah...is their idea of taking photo under the scorching sun....f them...i was dizzy after taking dis photo....jus after a minute laying there....fork!
okok...now forget bout tat.....haha....come to the nicest part of dis island hopping to me....pulau beras basah.....u noe y???hahaha...i did smth i love the most....after being encouraged by nic
yeah....tat shows it all......honestly when nic u dare me tat nite....n when joon told me i should say "saya pantang dicabar" n say those words out....i wanted to....but i din bcos she might thk i jus say it when i'm drunk or wat...but i ll say it here...i love u xq honestly....

okok...back to langkawi trip la...hahah...nic showed us a pic tat looks really like a potrait...i like it too nic....when we take a stroll along the beach behind our hotel tat evening,we turn to our emo faces haha...nola....we r jus acting....we r searching for a bird...OMG!!haha...the bird thing ll continue later....hahaha
we took some photos b4 we went for our dinner.....
nice photos taken right??haha...let these photos says it all bout our happiness on the beach tat day....we enjoyed ourselves a lot tat day...a day to rmb for our life....haha....n those words coming out from our mouth...haha....those funny things n all....
aftertat we went for our dinner where eng was called xiao mei mei...she was so happy haha....
as our plan tat nite was liquor n the most important one...making nic drunk....ahaha...lc joon n kj went to buy bacardi limon n a small little chivas regal specially for nic...haha....we drove around the area after dinner jus to buy ice cubes...they really jialat la actually....they let xq a gal alone down the car to buy ice cubes...let me cheng diuk@@
after the ice cubes shopping we went back to our hotel to enjoy our liquor where nic was drunked till he drop....haha....the words coming out from his mouth i ll keep it la...dun worry nic....i wun tel them here.....hahaha....ur "speeches" are safe for the moment....n all the happenings tat nite ll be kept as secret haha..
the next day's stories pls refer to nic's or joon's blog bah.....i lazy to write...haha....tats all wat im going to tel.....THE CRAZIEST N HAPPIEST LANGKAWI TRIP!

Back From Langkawi

lai lai...wat do u guys c in dis 2 picture???come on!!!guess with ur imagination!!!i saw a sheep in both of the picture.....langkawi update wait nic n joon them update it 1st la...i ll add on...wakaka

Dinner At Chilis

my montaery chicken
birthday boy yin chuan's dinner
nic's dinner
xiao qing's dinner
khai jing's dinner
wan shin's dinner
turtle's dinner
soon han's dinner

looks yummy with the above food??haha....nice right.....damm delicious de la mine de...soon han oso say so...

it was friday 27th of february 2009 yin chuan's birthday....we went to midvalley jus to celebrate with him...who noes he told us he gonna meet his frens b4 us..sat mong a....so we went to watch 游龙戏凤 at 4smth b4 meeting him....he told us he ll b there by 5pm or smth lik tat....so as soon han...

after the romantic movie as commented by them....it was 6smth i thk by then.....we met yin chuan outside the cinema who was watching "spotlights" below @@..haha...sorry to say that la chuan...but it's true ma...haha...soon it came mr.ong.....he told us he ll be there by 5..manatau...he reach at almost 7...he told us he late a bit nia....a bit ma hor han....not long la....2hours ma...haha

after taking a walk around the shopping arcade....we went to chilis to hv our dinner....i forgot who suggested it....haha.....as u can c....the above photos could tel u wat we ate.....everybody was so full after those humongous dinner...haha...but mr. turtle said the dinner he had was not so nice n he wun b going there again T-T...sad ending....haha...tats all for the dinner la....it cost bout 200smth...normal la....haha....

aftertat we went back home......oh oh!!!....i forgot!!mr. sim yin chuan received an interesting yet embarssing gift..haha...a box of condoms...haha...its a big box wif many types of condom inside haha....got one is for emergency use...but sadly it jus last till march 2010....so he told us he wish he could use it b4 the expiry date...haha..i hope so...