Life after....

they always say “亲情剪不断，患难见真情”....i felt it....felt it the few days time.....
thanks to uncles,aunts,cousins and frens who supported me n my family.....financially n mentally....
the way my mum's brothers treated my mum....it shows to me that it's full of love in this world....
i guess.....we would still make it through dis 3 years.....for 3years we bare...mum n sis......
i'll let u two have a nice living aftertat...no more worries....just happiness..... =)

永远把您牢记在心里.....

今早，是我正面看着爸爸遗体的最后一幕。
看着爸那安详的面孔，眼泪再次直流而下，我压抑不住自己那悲痛和吃惊的心情，回想起爸生前那么健康快活，实在让人想不到会发生这样的事情。
但是为了让爸能安息，只好抹干眼泪，坚强地陪着快要崩溃的妈，好让她能平定她的情绪。
当妈看见爸的“馆”关上时，她好像快要发疯了。眼看着妈的样子，我也无法压抑自己的情绪，痛哭了起来。

火葬时，妈不停地叫着爸的名字。妈的执着，让我们都再度哭了起来。但是在那一刻，我知道爸...已真正地离开了我们....爸安详离去的那一幕，我会永远牢记在心里。

永别了～爸......

为何那么突然？为何一个警告也没有？
收到这个消息时，我整个人都崩溃了......
我实在不相信我说听到的消息...
为何一个一个晚上之前还跟我通电话的爸就这样离开了我们.....为什么？？？

回到家看到爸时，我控制不住自己，眼泪不停地流着...........
回家路上的疑问就在那一刻消失.....
因为我没有骨气再问下去....

那可靠的肩膀...
那灿烂的笑容...
许许多多爸爸的影子就这样离去.....
为何一个健康的爸就这样离开了我们....

抱着妈时，眼泪不停地流着....心想以后就剩下妈，姐和我了....
越想越心疼....

一个快乐的节日，一个即将迎接新年的日子...变成了一个我永远也不会忘记的日子....

安息吧爸～～
永别了～

Keep On Living Don't Stay Back

Whatever have passed just let it be.
We learn from it and we make a better future for ourselves.
There's nothing you could do about your past and whatever you did seconds earlier.
You could just sit there wondering about what happened earlier for a while...just a while not more...
After that,you should face it and move on...move on to create a better future for yourself and look back when you feel u made the same mistakes.
Always remember your mistakes and never repeat it.

LEARN FROM YOUR PAST AND MAKE A BETTER FUTURE FOR YOURSELF!!!

冬至！！

it's 冬至 but i dun get to eat tang yuan!
arghh....the very 1st time in 20years....
one of my favourite food...=C
how i wish i could have it now....having it non stop would be nice oso =D
off to class!!

Nice Blue =D

dis blue thingy cost me a lot =C
pokai liao....ptptn faster bank in for us lo!!!