选择

人生，确实有很多选择。
有时候，多得你都不不知道怎么选。
有时候，少得你无从选择。
每个选择都把你带到不同的终点。
到了终点你又会面对更多新的选择。
有些选择会重复，有些是你意想不到的。
所以会有一小部份的人会察觉到这点，
并觉得现在的选择的确会影响到未来的你，
也会有些人并不觉得如此，
因为他们觉得一个小小的选择，
哪里会影响到整个人生嘛。

人生，对我来说，
这几年的时间然我领悟了很多，很多。
两三年前的选择的确决定了现在的我。
现在的结果是我想要的吗？
我并不清楚，
我只是知道既然我做了这个决定，
由不得我后悔。
毕竟这个选择是我自己做的。
就算当时有人阻止我，
我想以我的性格，
谁劝得了我？

现在，也该是另一个选择的时候。
既然你做了选择，
我也该有我的选择吧！
伤心？开心？烦恼？自由？
这种心情的确会围绕着。
由不得我去阻止它们的到来。
人，总会有这种心情的吧！
伤心？的确会。
开心？也有。
烦恼？更不用说。
自由？不清楚。
还有许许多多的，数不清。

等待的同时，我会去经历。

王力宏-你不知道的事

《恋爱通告》电影主题曲 Love in Disguise 你不知道的事 Full Version
歌词：Lyrics
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多得是 你不知道的事

我飞行 当你坠落之际
噢噢~
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

还好不是那么难写

规则：

一, 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案

二, 请传给另外十个人

三, 传阅人请在十位被点的人的留言板上通知他, 他被点咯!

四, 这当中的十位不得拒绝

五, 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位

六, 这些被点名者, 你们被点会祝福

七, 不可回点哦, 并且愿望会实现和得到幸福




坐上幸福热气球，开始咯

幸福热气球：第一阶段

1. 绰号：Tommy

2. 星座：金牛座

3. 生日：16/5/1989

4. 兴趣：听歌，旅游，看电影，听海

5. 血型：应该是A瓜

6. 最宝贵的东西: 家人


幸福热气球：第二阶段

1. 有喜欢的人吗: 好像有又好像有很多

2. 有交往吗：有过

3. 幸福吗：我很幸福,会加倍幸福的

4. 他很爱你吗：不清楚

5. 如果你有勇气最想做什么： 紧紧地拥抱


幸福热气球：第三阶段

1. 你被谁点: 慧婷

2. 他是你的谁：朋友

3. 他的个性是：哎呦，好像酱咯

4. 他长得怎样：女人样咯

5. 跟他认识多久：小学2年纪

6. 你想跟他说什么：不要模仿人啦

7. 如果他变成你的情人：他比较喜欢yengyeng的


幸福热气球：第四阶段

1. 最爱的音乐：country rock!!

2. 最爱的季节：与家人和朋友同聚的季节

3. 最爱的卡通：gundam

4. 最爱的颜色：白色

5. 最想去的国家：有很多海滩的国家

6. 最爱的水果：很多pun咯

7. 最爱的人：问号


幸福热气球：第五阶段

1. 你很爱哭吗：不爱，但是会哭

2. 你很爱笑吗：每天都笑啦

3. 你是很有信心的人吗：最近越来越有

4. 你想要怎样的生活：无忧无虑，自由自在

5. 你喜欢自己吗：何止喜欢

6. 你喜欢睡觉吗：你问问我的朋友们

7. 你喜欢唱歌吗：很喜欢唱K


幸福热气球：第六阶段

开始点名：

不知道要点谁

如果你有三个愿望 , Tell me your wish :


1- 家人健康平安


2- 可以的话，实现近年的梦想


3- 好好把安利生意做好

寂寞光年——刘力扬

bsyg wei!!!=D




是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一 路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融 化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是 谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精 疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡 沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温 柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带 我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能 让我相信被爱的理由

Blah Blah Blah..

sitting down alone...facing the night sky...thinking why am i feeling empty..
what's my targets in my life? do i really have any except education and work?
..............................................
.............
.....


there are a lot of question marks around me all week long....

Repeating....

Lately, i keep repeating having the same kind of dreams.
repeated night after night like it's playing the same CD from the same artist.....just the songs are different.
signifying something?urging me to do something?some kind of signs?
i just cant figure it out.
just because i'm afraid i would lost the intimate-ness i'm enjoying and i don't know what's in the artist's mind.
what to do?

A special day since yesterday...

it's special because this is the first time since the week before i register for my degree course i had been awaken for almost a day or so.
it's been a while since days of madness during the six month break after stpm.
i remembered we always gather whether at my house, chen's house or else hock's house either for gaming night, kfc night or men's talk night...LOL

yesterday started when i woke up at around 10am as i wanna go find my mum who came over to KL or pronounce as HELL CITY! as my aunt requested her to go out for a walk to relax.
my aunt told me to bring mum to somewhere but it ended up i'm driving round and round KL for almost 2hours!
it's quite tiring...as she do not even know the exact position of the place..swt...
ended up we went back to her house and waited for mum's flight time.
i thought after i fetched mum to airport i could have some dinner+supper session with my friends..ended up we went to cc pula....LOL

we played till like 7am today....and there came the message of the day....
it said.." do you know we have a bus washing event for the moral project today at 8am?"
i was driving back that time and i'm totally "ki siao ki" =.="
wtf 8am!! could the committees inform us efficiently rather than just informing their friends and hoping for us to get the information from their friends?!
my friend said they send emails to everyone...where izzit?!even my friends also didn't receive any email at all....sai betoi them...

i was like walking zombie during the whole bus washing session...
luckily i'm in group 1....luckily i did not have to do anything....and luckily we could go back at 11am!! that's why i said my lucky number would always be the numbers with 1's xD

and finally i could get back, take a bath and sleep until now...i couldn't sleep anymore because i gotta study for tomorrow's test! +U to me and to all! =) ciaoz!

A week is over

it's the most anticipated festive season i've been always waited for....chinese new year!
but now it's almost over..
8 days passed and i'm going back to the hell city tomorrow.
reluctant, missing, all those feelings came bursting out right now.
how i wish i could stay a bit more longer.
but it's about back to the reality...facing the works i left behind for a week starting tomorrow..those tests, assignments etc.
it will be a very long n tiring 2 weeks coming...i just wish i could get over it soon...very very soon i mean!

this...for me...a very short one week...it's been a lot of fun, memorable and all those good feelings that could describe it..
gathering from the beginning till the end with family, cousins and friends...it's been quite fun...
i knew i'm rather silent on the night of our primary school gathering at IDOL cafe that day..haha...not tat i don't wanna talk...just that i don't know what to chat with u all after losing contact for a long time =)

and for the gathering of our batch...as we always did...years after years...i guess we will have a simple one next year...gather at a house n have fun... =)
but ah jin suggested something huge...that's gathering all members of our form...i guess...this will require a lot of work n cooperation..+U jin

thanks shi sen for giving 'angpaus' before he went back to penang..haha..i knew he is always that good xD

and for yesterday...it's the best one of all =) i do enjoy the time =)
it's the day i talked the most...haha

and for last night's men's talk...haha
i learnt that...we have always been that good together.
not just on one thing...it's everything...i'm glad i have such best friends in my life...i hope we will always be =)
with those channels we always chat in...haha...
we always been in the same channel....same ideology...advices for each other....that makes life easier =)

it's going to be monday soon...going back with all of them....see you guys and gals real soon....i hope so =)

do enjoy your lives!appreciate everything we have now...that makes life wonderful =)

till then....see you!

I Believe

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

Home Sweet Home

Finally,I'm back!

My lovely sweet home

I like the environment here

once enter the house,feel that the door is a filter

The filter of the stress

The filter of everything

Just the happiness enter to my life!^^

Finally,I can throw everything behind

It's time for my brain to rest..

(paid for the copyright of siew suen's blog)

Another....

it's just a month since my dad passed away.
it's another sad news i receive this morning.
my beloved uncle..passed away this morning after lengthy illness.....


he's been so good to us everytime he came back to a.s....
a joker....just like my dad....
now...2 of the most talkative guys in my family left us....
it ll become less laughter,less jokes,less and less......

anyhow....
rest in peace beloved uncle.....

Girls...

two things which bother girls the most.
love and beauty....
am i right?

Dinner!!

guess what i ate for my dinner tonight??
i also wonder how i ate these 2 plates of food!!! XDD
on my way to be fatter!!

An Outing on a Wondeful Weekend

this wonderful day begin with a call from Mr. Tan Kean Nian telling me that he wanna watch movie...so i suggested to watch at night at Alamanda since it's near to us.....
manatau he couldn't wait for a noon.....so we called Mr. Tan Yeong Zhuang and Mr. Sim Yin Chuan to go to Midvalley for the movie we wanted to watch...

the long queue made us called ah Nian eh sis to book for us using credit card..and there came Mr. Heng Khai Jing and Miss Toh Gin Fen joining us for the movie....we thought it's gonna be a very nice movie...who knows...it turned out to be a 'freak' movie....swt....it's a beginning to a longer story....sipeh lame enough~~~


after our movie we part ways with the couple and we went to Kajang for satay since the two fatties wanna try some of it....these are the last 4 satay....LOL.....as i forgot to snap a shot of it before we ate....bo huat.....the brain was concentrated on the satays XDDDD

till next time...ciaoz~~

Lemon Tree =)

Hong Soh~~~

it's the 1st mid term test tomorrow...yet i still have 200 minus 8 pages left to read....
not just reading though....i gotta memorise some of it....thermodynamics...what a subject....

well....instead of reading....i went to watch these.....LOL

yea.....i went to The Mines to watch these pets....could you believe it?? XD

nah......i just passed by the shop la actually....then i saw these cuties....so i took a snapshot of them.... =)

my main purpose is to get food!!!!! these are what i bought for supper!!!
i guess someone's gonna say oil tank stomach again liao.....
well....i just can't stop eating....
and i went to measure my height and weight =)
they satisfied the BMI thingy.....
i just knew that i'm just 175cm high nia...so short....and i weight 61.5kg ......
enough crappings....gotta brush up the pages before it's too late XDDDD

INTEL = I.N.T.E.L

what does I.N.T.E.L means??
according to sources.....INTEL means i need to enjoy life....
yea....u din hear it wrongly.....it means I NEED TO ENJOY LIFE!

cool rite??

this is how i enjoy mine to day.....


a bowl of ice kacang and a plate of asam laksa =)

thanks to my cousins for bringing us out for the food....
and my cousin bro told me how he work without stress.....
sipeh hiong siu.....work oso can watch football and play pool....
itudia....

so remember.....go INTEL work next time =)
I NEED TO ENJOY LIFE!

Another Year Passed

life's tend to be talking to us about yesterday...
yesterday this and yesterday that....

2009....it started as i step into my unofficial 20th age...
wif a bang of jams at penang queensbay.....joyful.....happiness......stress-free life....

as it goes......responsibility starts to bother.....
the results of stpm.....
how could i get into a nice university.....
what if i don't get one.....
at last....i still manage to get into one of the finest.....
with the effort of my beloved dad....

started my university life with a heavy heart....
the missing of home....my dad...my mum......the warmness of it.....
but i get used of it soon....

down came the financial problem soon after......
although i finally get to get my loan.....
with so much time spent on it.....

with the 1st sem over and with a convincing result...
i thought the year would end in a high.....
soon came the biggest shock of life.....
the news of my dad passed away early in the morning of christmas....
shocked and blanked.....i went back home......
facing the reality that i would never see my dad again.....
tears do i dropped.....sorrow do i felt.....endless question marks going around my head.....
neither could i draw upon a convincing answer nor a solution for it......

yes.......the year 2009 passed with a low of my life so far.....
but as "she" said......life's goes on.....there's no new beginning or bla bla bla......
it's just another chapter of life......a chapter which i would have to become stronger....
with the responsibility of my family lies upon me.....
i have to......

i started to feel what had my dad been carry upon his shoulder all the time...
it's not easy.....it's not child's play....it means growing up.....facing the world with a more matured mind....but it takes time for me.....slowly......thanks for all the supports all around the world(could say so i think as friends from as far as US sent their supports) =)...especially you....

yes.....i do have a lot of happy happenings along the way.....i would not forget them.....so do my sorrowness......"keep on living don't stay back"...i hope i could get back my motto of life soon =)

2010....it means......working myself up for my dream,my family,for the sake of my friends who supported me all the way...happy new year everyone!